So I am just getting ready to head to the interview and thought I would take a quick couple minutes to update my blog. The interview is just south of Saskatoon about 30km so it will be a nice relaxing drive before I get there. I need to relax a lil bit more as it seems I have been feeling a little bit uptight with some anxiety because of the inability to make a decision what I want to do and where I want to work at.
My worry is this interview will go well and I will want to work there but then the money will suck. The job I am currently at is the right work for me, but I am not too sure about the client or the people I work with. There seems to be a lot of pissed off people there and all based on the way they are being treated, not as leaders and supervisors but as just another person. Most of the people there are really good and seem really nice, I just am not sure if it will be a positive environment to work in for 3 years.
Hopefully by the end of this week, I will have a clear path on what I want to do and where I want to be.
Also it seems this past week or so have been really annoying in that a lot shit is going wrong. And maybe its not that a lot of things are going wrong as much as I am letting it get to me. It seems everything I touched the last week broke or didn't work, or got lost etc. I feel angry all the time and that too could be because of of the way I am feeling about what I want to do. I need to take my advise from this here and now, and not sweat the small stuff. To just laugh at the things that happen and be happy with the positive things.
I should run and get dressed and head out. Wish me luck!
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